Sunday, April 26, 2009

Performance Anxiety

I've been contemplating starting a new blog for two years. Two years of thoughts and experiences flowing to and fro as I made mental notes about what I'd like to expand on and share.

So here I sit in front of the computer feeling numb and blank.

Lacking focus.

My mind empty without a clue.

I experience this when recording a podcast and I'm the only person in the entire house. My heart's racing, my breathing becomes erratic and I speak very fast as if  to speed things up!

Being shy is not fun and it's become more of a hindrance. I wish I could maintain focus without panicking and simply relax enough to say/write what I mean.

Performance anxiety sucks!

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