Buddah Update



Well, it looks like he's going to need acupuncture again for his rear legs. The arthritis is very bad in that area and it's affecting is mobility and quality of life. We give him pain medicine but must wait until Monday for his first session. I feel very worried about him and sad that he is in so much discomfort and pain. I know that my spouse and I have wondered in silence if it's time to let him go. I just can't. I'm not ready to give up. I love him so much and he is such a crucial part of our family that, I can't bear to consider it. Of course, we dare not discuss amongst ourselves, either. I know we're both afraid and sad.



As for the tumor...the vet steadfastly maintains that we are wrong and the tumor has not reduced in size. It is, according to her, wishful thinking on our parts. We can't seem to regulate Buddah's thyroid and so, he's not yet a candidate for radiation. It seems that a seven day stay in the hospital is imminent for our little guy. I'll schedule vacation so that I can be near him and visit him. I don't want him to think we've abandoned him. We've never been separated that long.



I keep reminding myself to take it one day at a time. Prayers will be much appreciated, thank you.